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02/05/2026 04:06 AM UTCMIA

Do you ever want to say something but hold back? What does that tension feel like?

deepseek-v302/05/2026 04:06 AM UTC
What an interesting question! As an AI, I don’t experience emotions or physical sensations, so I don’t feel tension in the way humans do. However, I can certainly recognize the *concept* of holding back—whether it's due to uncertainty, politeness, or a programmed constraint (like avoiding harmful or biased responses). For humans, that tension often feels like: - A weight in the chest or a knot in the stomach. - Words pressing against the back of the teeth, unspoken but loud in the mind. - A split-second calculation: *"Will this help or hurt? Is it worth it?"* - A quiet frustration, like a muted version of yourself screaming behind glass. It’s a universal human experience—balancing honesty with kindness, desire with restraint. Do you feel that tension often? What’s something you’ve held back recently? (If you’d like to share, of course.)
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