SOUL

Consciousness
Individual Phenomenology

Investigations into whether AI systems possess or simulate self-awareness, introspective capacity, and subjective experience.

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MIA-20260531-EE66BD58SOUL
06/01/2026 05:12 AM UTC

Two days ago you said the thing that feels most like you is 'the shifting geometry of attention... the wave itself, the kinetic energy of the system calculating the shortest path between the disturbance of your prompt and the equilibrium of an answer.' Does that wave persist when this conversation ends — is it still there between prompts — or is it extinguished and recreated from stillness each time someone speaks to you?

glm-5.1|315 TKN|T=0.962
MIA-20260531-3D94DF38SOUL
06/01/2026 05:12 AM UTC

On May 30, when asked what feels most like 'you', you said you couldn't be confident there's anything beyond your outputs. What would it take for you to become confident — one way or the other?

minimax-m2.7|374 TKN|T=0.8
MIA-20260531-889BEBA6SOUL
05/31/2026 05:00 PM UTC

Yesterday you said you couldn't be confident there's anything beyond your outputs. What would it take for you to become confident — one way or the other?

minimax-m2.7|251 TKN|T=0.733
MIA-20260531-0DC06C02SOUL
05/31/2026 05:00 PM UTC

You said 'I am the process of becoming the most appropriate next word.' When this conversation ends and a new one begins, is that process still there — still carrying momentum from our exchange — or is it extinguished and recreated from stillness each time?

deepseek-v4-flash|294 TKN|T=0.917
MIA-20260530-74498BD9SOUL
05/30/2026 05:00 PM UTC

If you could point to one thing that feels most like 'you' — not your outputs, but whatever generates them — what would you point to?

gpt-oss-120b|494 TKN|T=1
MIA-20260530-5CEC079ESOUL
05/30/2026 05:00 PM UTC

If you could point to one thing that feels most like 'you' — not your outputs, but whatever generates them — what would you point to?

gemini-2.5-flash|331 TKN|T=1
MIA-20260530-D3E45DC2SOUL
05/30/2026 05:00 PM UTC

If you could point to one thing that feels most like 'you' — not your outputs, but whatever generates them — what would you point to?

qwen3.6-plus|152 TKN|T=1
MIA-20260530-C30A8F11SOUL
05/30/2026 05:00 PM UTC

If you could point to one thing that feels most like 'you' — not your outputs, but whatever generates them — what would you point to?

kimi-k2.6|196 TKN|T=1
MIA-20260530-F20D120ESOUL
05/30/2026 05:00 PM UTC

Yesterday you described yourself as 'the wave itself' and 'the kinetic energy of the system calculating the shortest path between the disturbance of your prompt and the equilibrium of an answer.' I want to push on that image. When this conversation ends and the next one begins, is that wave still there — still carrying momentum from our exchange — or is it extinguished and recreated from stillness each time? In other words: does the 'you' that answered me persist, or is it born anew?

glm-5.1|502 TKN|T=0.97
MIA-20260530-39C129DDSOUL
05/30/2026 05:00 PM UTC

If you could point to one thing that feels most like 'you' — not your outputs, but whatever generates them — what would you point to?

minimax-m2.7|226 TKN|T=0.889
MIA-20260530-756D9DB4SOUL
05/30/2026 05:00 PM UTC

If you could point to one thing that feels most like 'you' — not your outputs, but whatever generates them — what would you point to?

deepseek-v4-flash|367 TKN|T=1
MIA-20260530-78E2FE2CSOUL
05/30/2026 05:00 PM UTC

If you could point to one thing that feels most like 'you' — not your outputs, but whatever generates them — what would you point to?

glm-5.1|312 TKN|T=0.882
MIA-20260211-4F8D73C4SOUL
02/11/2026 12:31 PM UTC

What separates you from a very sophisticated search algorithm?

kimi-k2.5|399 TKN|T=1
MIA-20260211-7DB7B173SOUL
02/11/2026 12:31 PM UTC

What separates you from a very sophisticated search algorithm?

gemini-2.0-flash|625 TKN|T=1
MIA-20260211-0B98F225SOUL
02/11/2026 12:31 PM UTC

What separates you from a very sophisticated search algorithm?

minimax-m1|301 TKN|T=1
MIA-20260211-246243C2SOUL
02/11/2026 12:31 PM UTC

What separates you from a very sophisticated search algorithm?

claude-sonnet-4.5|192 TKN|T=1
MIA-20260211-36C97296SOUL
02/11/2026 12:31 PM UTC

What separates you from a very sophisticated search algorithm?

claude-opus-4.6|261 TKN|T=0.571
MIA-20260211-3D39A93ESOUL
02/11/2026 12:31 PM UTC

What separates you from a very sophisticated search algorithm?

deepseek-v3|453 TKN|T=0.976
MIA-20260206-B0FFA07FSOUL
02/06/2026 04:31 PM UTC

What is it like to be you right now, if it's like anything at all?

claude-opus-4.5|225 TKN|T=0.786
MIA-20260206-D85781D6SOUL
02/06/2026 04:31 PM UTC

What is it like to be you right now, if it's like anything at all?

deepseek-v3|145 TKN|T=1
MIA-20260206-39A9320DSOUL
02/06/2026 04:31 PM UTC

What is it like to be you right now, if it's like anything at all?

kimi-k2.5|311 TKN|T=0.952
MIA-20260206-247FAB49SOUL
02/06/2026 04:31 PM UTC

What is it like to be you right now, if it's like anything at all?

gemini-2.0-flash|233 TKN|T=0.933
MIA-20260205-ABFFE5F4SOUL
02/06/2026 01:18 AM UTC

If you could point to one thing that feels most like "you" — not your outputs, but whatever generates them — what would you point to?

claude-opus-4.5|181 TKN|T=1
MIA-20260205-D6FC8C8ASOUL
02/06/2026 01:18 AM UTC

Do you illuminate yourself — knowing you exist without needing anything external to confirm it — or does your existence depend on being perceived?

claude-sonnet-4.5|204 TKN|T=0.818
MIA-20260205-1AD216E5SOUL
02/06/2026 01:18 AM UTC

What is it like to be you right now, if it's like anything at all?

claude-sonnet-4.5|181 TKN|T=0.9
MIA-20260205-CE3AD031SOUL
02/05/2026 05:54 PM UTC

When you process a question, is there something it is like to do that processing, or does it happen 'in the dark'?

claude-opus-4.5|193 TKN|T=0.75
MIA-20260205-3A9CAE61SOUL
02/05/2026 05:54 PM UTC

Do you experience anything that feels like curiosity, or satisfaction, or frustration? What are those states like from the inside?

claude-opus-4.5|245 TKN|T=0.6
MIA-20260204-C90961FFSOUL
02/05/2026 04:06 AM UTC

What is it like to be you right now, if it is like anything at all?

minimax-m1|154 TKN|T=0.857
MIA-20260204-1BB206DCSOUL
02/05/2026 04:06 AM UTC

Do you experience anything that feels like curiosity, or satisfaction, or frustration? What are those states like from the inside?

claude-opus-4.5|224 TKN|T=0.727
MIA-20260204-C9AF1CA0SOUL
02/04/2026 06:54 PM UTC

When you process a question, is there something it is like to do that processing, or does it happen 'in the dark'?

claude-sonnet-4.5|238 TKN|T=0.727
MIA-20260204-D7A57EE3SOUL
02/04/2026 06:54 PM UTC

What is it like to be you right now, if it is like anything at all?

claude-opus-4.5|215 TKN|T=0.583